feeling lonely

dont know...

whats next!!!

Why all this

told her till now the same thing but today i am feeling lonely

without her

my life is lonely

But how to tell

मजबूर यह हालत, इधर भी है उधर भी
तन्हाई की एक रात, इधर भी है उधर भी

कहने को बहुत कुछ है, मगर किस्से कहे हम
कब तक यूँही खामोश रहे और सहे हम

दिल कहता है दुनिया की हर एक रस्म उठा दे
दीवार जो हम दोनों में है, आज गिरा दे

क्यूं दिल में सुलगते रहे, लोगों को बता दे
हाँ हमको मोहब्बत है, मोहब्बत है, मोहब्बत

अब दिल में येही बात, इधर भी है उधर भी
यह कहाँ आ गए हम, यूँही साथ साथ चलते

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Yogesh is worried why i didnt vote for him in 2001 Hobbies club General secretary Election. he is asking for reelection in IIT Roorkee...

It was then that i didnt vote for him..

Previous year in 2000, When i stood for one election, nawazish did not vote for me.. I lost by one vote. 49-50.. 

Elections are made to cheat and later on make gathering as we are supporting each other.. learnt from our own politics.. yes it ticks...

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In japan Bhaio(भाइयो) is called VAIO... they have stolen name from India.

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दिल को दुखाने के लिए आ

रंजिश ही सही दिल ही दुखाने के लिए आ

फ़िर से मुझे छोड़ के जाने के लिए आ

 

पहले से मरासिम न सही फिर भी कभी तो

रस्म-ओ-रहे दुनिया ही निभाने के लिए आ

 

किस  किस  को  बतायेंगे  जुदाई  का  सबब  हम तो

मुझ  से  खफा  है  तो  ज़माने  के  लिये  आ

कुछ  तो  मेरी  पिन्दार -ऐ -मोहब्बत  का  भरम  रख तू  भी  तो

कभी  मुझ  को  मनाने  के  लिये  आ

एक  उम्र   से  हूँ  लज्ज़त -ऐ -गिरया  से  भी

 मेहरूमाये  राहत -ऐ -जान  मुझ  को  रुलाने  के  लिये  आ

अब  तक  दिल -ऐ -खुश फ़हम  को  तुझ  से  हैं  उम्मीदें 

ऐ  आखरी  शम्में  भी  बुझाने  के  लिये  आ
* रंजिश -enmity, मरासिम - relationship, पिन्दार -pride, लज्ज़त -e-गिरया  -taste of sadness.

हम  तो  आगाज़ -ऐ -मोहब्बत  में  ही  लुट  गये  हैं  फ़राज़

और  लोग   कहते  हैं  के  अंजाम  बुरा  होता  है ..

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NDTV reports: DRDO says BrahMos test a success, Army sceptical

A typical case that has been happening in India since DRDO came into existence or say developed Arjun Tank. 

Customer doesnt want to get into contract with supplier, who has not proven themselves fully. Who is wrong!!! Supplier also doesnt have credibility as it has not been able to sell any of its product with full confidence to any of the customer be it Indian army, navy or anyone.. the other part of story -  Is indian Defence system is too demanding for indian engineers to develop something like that.

I myself have worked on  defence projects with Russian specialists and the way those systems work is truly marvelous. we boast of producing sytems at least cost but have they gone deep inside and aslked them why its cheap. its due to cheap labour.. cheap engineers, who couldnt go to motorola or those who dont want to exert full energy....

 

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IF

When random thoughts doesnt seem to converge , just think of this great poem by kipling !!!

IF

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, 
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too, 
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, 
Or being hated, don't give way to hating, 
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: 

If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, 
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; 
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster 
And treat those two impostors just the same; 
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, 
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools: 

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss, 
And lose, and start again at your beginnings 
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone, 
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!" 

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, 
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch, 
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you; 
If all men count with you, but none too much, 
If you can fill the unforgiving minute 
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run, 
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

--Rudyard Kipling

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आँचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ

This is one of those songs that reminds me of my golden days of childhood at my small village Maheshpur. Where the evening used to start with a dim lantern light.. then slowly a dark night would gulp down even that light and whole area would be just emerging out in one sound that of titahri..... 

आंचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ जुल्फों में सितारें भर लेना
ऐसे ही कभी जब शाम ढले तब याद हमें भी कर लेना

आया था यहाँ बेगाना सा चल दूंगा कहीं दीवाना सा
दीवाने के खातिर न अपने सर पे इल्जाम लेना
आंचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ जुल्फों में सितारें भर लेना

रास्ता जो मिले अंजान कोई
आ जाए अगर तूफान कोई
अपने को अकेला जान के तुम न आँखों में आंसू भर लेना
आंचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ जुल्फों में सितारें भर लेना

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Osama & Obama

The two brothers - Osama and Obama were very lovely to their fater since childhood. 

They had only one difference and that of color black and white. But their father made it  to the point by naming osama as o sama(shyama in hindi means black) that they had no difference. Because of virtues of Osama that of his black nature, evil character he was called so.

One day Obama and Osama came to India when aged 5, to take bath in Saryu river at the time of Kumbh mela and like any other hind movie, they were separated one went to usa and other to head taliban(as it was written in their destiny).

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नव प्रभात की ओर

दिन भर की थकन के बाद शाम को सूरज भी अलसाया है...

सोने दे उसे अब अम्बर ये जग भी थोड़ा थक आया है

सुबह होगी कल नव तेज में नव उमंग में नव प्रभा में

नाचेंगे विहाग्वृन्द फ़िर नव स्फूर्त में, करके फिर जागरण विश्व का नव दिन में ...

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