And that was the movie " In pursuit of happiness" didnt know it was movie of a gardner a real story of rags to riches...

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Dear Papa

you moved to small home room from ahome you made for us...

you slept in darkness leaving us in light

u didnt take food properly giving us proper food

you picked water from a water tap which was 200 mtrs away...

you made us live happliy in that small planned move..

you planned for our good eduation..you suffered you cried but u remained silent in front of us..

you r great.. u r my father..

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is the life a plane defunct thing...

after a cetain level of excellence there doesnt exist any..

what you say

i lost mmyself .

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My Papa

we went to a shop.. the shop was a watch shop

I selected a watch which was very big, even though i didnt like it..

I liked a watch which was small cute .. i liked one which shivesh weared, i liked the one which was black ..

but it was enough for me that he bought something for me..

I appreciate that gift even now...

I bought a 2000 rs watch one day... gave it to my bro..

bought another in 500 rs.. gave it to him

bought a 4000rs watch and i have this with me..

I am confused ...

He is my father..

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The day i became 26.. i lost the count of day month and years...

30 seemed to be coming the next day..

there was no change in life..

once i myself had fought over the chnges in life... that its not standstill...

but today at 29.75 when i look back at past 3.75 yrs

i feel myself passing days just like that..

It was 24.5 it was 25... everything seemed to go well then.. but its 30 going to be tomoorow or after few days from tomorrow.. but how does it matter...

life is bound in a very hard bound jacket like a book's cover like a cd's cover.. whatever the book may try it ll never come out of the cover... unless someone steals it and puts it a fresh.. but what if the book doesnt want to lose anything either... everything is going to be like that..

He will live a life which was just like that...

Another day just like that...

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Bapu

Person called Bapu.. Nation's Father

We try to follow him..

step in his shoes

Walk as he walks..

World loves him.. they think he was great

But do we follow him..

do we love truth

do we love tolerance

do we love Brotherhood

Probably and definitely not..

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Indian Tennis

Indian tennis has reached suddenly to a new height.

after 11 years again they are in world group of davis cup, this time mostly with the help of Somdevvarman and our doubles players led by Bhupati . But still who is next to play in rest of matches, Yuki bhambri, the 17 yr old Junior Australian Open champ.

Only We can say proudly about future of Indian tennis now.

last time it was 1998, When India could enter world group of Davis cup. In Grandslams, Indian duo paes-bhupati had managed to win two grandslam and missed two finals, heralded history with only duo after a long time to reach the finals of all grandslam. I had witnessed in a few years before that, when they managed to slowly move from round 1, 2 quarters and it was almost sure that they will one day break the supremacy of woodies. and they did. It was sad whatever happened after that between paes and Bhupati.

Just last week it was US Open and we saw both of them fighting against each other for the final cup. Whatever way i would say myself as a global person but i feel had they played from one side, they would have represented our country and India would have won rather than paes or Bhupati. But probaby fate didnt like that.

we love Paes still and We will love him, today again because It was he who made me see beyond cricket during my childhood and is still around battling for country. Sad to miss him in this davis cup.

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तुम पुकार लो

तुम पुकार लो, तुम्हारा इंतज़ार है, तुम पुकार लो
ख्वाब चुन रही है रात बेकरार है
तुम्हारा इंतज़ार है, तुम पुकार लो
(होंठ पे लिए हुए दिल की बात हम
जागते रहेंगे और कितनी रात हम) -२
मुख्तसर सी बात है तुम से प्यार है
तुम्हारा इंतज़ार है, तुम पुकार लो
(दिल बहल तो जाएगा इस ख्याल से
हाल मिल गया तुम्हारा अपने हाल से) -२
रात ये करार की बेकरार है
तुम्हारा इंतज़ार है

खामोशी (हेमंत कुमार)

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राही मतवाले

राही मतवाले ,
तू छेड़ एक बार , मन का सितार
जाने कब चोरी -चोरी आई हैं बहार
छेड़ मन का सितार

(देख देख चकोरी का मन हुआ चंचल
चंदा के मुखडे पे बदली का आँचल) -२
कभी छुपे, कभी खिले,
रूप का निखार, खिले रूप का निखार

छेड़ मन का सितार , राही मतवाले ,

कलि-कलि चूम के पवन कहे
खिल जा कलि-कलि चूम के,
खिली कलि भंवरे से कहे आ के मिल जा
पिया मिला जा,
कलि-कलि चूम के
दिल ने सुनी कही दिल की पुकार -२
कही दिल की पुकार

छेड़ मन का सितार ,राही मतवाले ,

(रात बनी दुल्हन भीगी हुई पलकें
भीनी-भीनी कुश्बू से सागर छलके) -२
आइसे में नैना से नैना हों चार ज़रा नैना हो चार

छेड़ मन का सितार,राही मतवाले

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Vile parle rooms@350/- per day

I had reached the airport and by now had my checkin done. At That moment i had to enter the plane. My friend calls me that he wouldnot be able to arrange any place for me in mumbai. However, Bewildered myself entered the plane and switched off my mobile so as to follow the air traffic rules. I reached mumbai. collected my luggage. It was less than 20 kg and amounted in 3 no of bags.

I have recently got into feeling that evryone in this world on the road is cheating. proving the same point, the boy at the car and hotel rom booking counter first told me minimum per day charge would be 2250/- but after 5 min when i moved away from there he told within 1300/- he can arrange. I walked further. Another guy from shalimar hotel with a fake name on the board which he was holding in his hand got behind me. I can get you a room in 1200/- i persisted on 800/- he told in mumbai you cant get it. He knew that 7000/- people are going to come within today for CFA exam to be held tomorrow. It was very tough to get him away. I wondered whether less than 500/- rooms are available. I know the auto fellows are prime cheaters who come first to call you on the railway station or airport. I listened to them and left them. moved ahead, the airport premises was not going to end. I found another auto fellow to make me reach andheri. Without knowing that Andheri is one of the costliest place, I asked him to make me reach there. The price of a room within 500/- still seemed to be a distant dream. Finally e took me to a home. I saw the rooms there was bed. there was fan there was light and there was space.It was adjacent to parle railway station and within walking distance good market is there. cost - only 350rs per day.

Can you guess without an attached toilet in that room what else was on offer? Should you stay at these places in a new city unknown to you? Rest about how i spent my two days there is only for those on request.

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feeling lonely

dont know...

whats next!!!

Why all this

told her till now the same thing but today i am feeling lonely

without her

my life is lonely

But how to tell

मजबूर यह हालत, इधर भी है उधर भी
तन्हाई की एक रात, इधर भी है उधर भी

कहने को बहुत कुछ है, मगर किस्से कहे हम
कब तक यूँही खामोश रहे और सहे हम

दिल कहता है दुनिया की हर एक रस्म उठा दे
दीवार जो हम दोनों में है, आज गिरा दे

क्यूं दिल में सुलगते रहे, लोगों को बता दे
हाँ हमको मोहब्बत है, मोहब्बत है, मोहब्बत

अब दिल में येही बात, इधर भी है उधर भी
यह कहाँ आ गए हम, यूँही साथ साथ चलते

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Yogesh is worried why i didnt vote for him in 2001 Hobbies club General secretary Election. he is asking for reelection in IIT Roorkee...

It was then that i didnt vote for him..

Previous year in 2000, When i stood for one election, nawazish did not vote for me.. I lost by one vote. 49-50.. 

Elections are made to cheat and later on make gathering as we are supporting each other.. learnt from our own politics.. yes it ticks...

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In japan Bhaio(भाइयो) is called VAIO... they have stolen name from India.

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दिल को दुखाने के लिए आ

रंजिश ही सही दिल ही दुखाने के लिए आ

फ़िर से मुझे छोड़ के जाने के लिए आ

 

पहले से मरासिम न सही फिर भी कभी तो

रस्म-ओ-रहे दुनिया ही निभाने के लिए आ

 

किस  किस  को  बतायेंगे  जुदाई  का  सबब  हम तो

मुझ  से  खफा  है  तो  ज़माने  के  लिये  आ

कुछ  तो  मेरी  पिन्दार -ऐ -मोहब्बत  का  भरम  रख तू  भी  तो

कभी  मुझ  को  मनाने  के  लिये  आ

एक  उम्र   से  हूँ  लज्ज़त -ऐ -गिरया  से  भी

 मेहरूमाये  राहत -ऐ -जान  मुझ  को  रुलाने  के  लिये  आ

अब  तक  दिल -ऐ -खुश फ़हम  को  तुझ  से  हैं  उम्मीदें 

ऐ  आखरी  शम्में  भी  बुझाने  के  लिये  आ
* रंजिश -enmity, मरासिम - relationship, पिन्दार -pride, लज्ज़त -e-गिरया  -taste of sadness.

हम  तो  आगाज़ -ऐ -मोहब्बत  में  ही  लुट  गये  हैं  फ़राज़

और  लोग   कहते  हैं  के  अंजाम  बुरा  होता  है ..

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NDTV reports: DRDO says BrahMos test a success, Army sceptical

A typical case that has been happening in India since DRDO came into existence or say developed Arjun Tank. 

Customer doesnt want to get into contract with supplier, who has not proven themselves fully. Who is wrong!!! Supplier also doesnt have credibility as it has not been able to sell any of its product with full confidence to any of the customer be it Indian army, navy or anyone.. the other part of story -  Is indian Defence system is too demanding for indian engineers to develop something like that.

I myself have worked on  defence projects with Russian specialists and the way those systems work is truly marvelous. we boast of producing sytems at least cost but have they gone deep inside and aslked them why its cheap. its due to cheap labour.. cheap engineers, who couldnt go to motorola or those who dont want to exert full energy....

 

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IF

When random thoughts doesnt seem to converge , just think of this great poem by kipling !!!

IF

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, 
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too, 
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, 
Or being hated, don't give way to hating, 
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: 

If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, 
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; 
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster 
And treat those two impostors just the same; 
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, 
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools: 

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss, 
And lose, and start again at your beginnings 
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone, 
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!" 

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, 
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch, 
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you; 
If all men count with you, but none too much, 
If you can fill the unforgiving minute 
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run, 
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

--Rudyard Kipling

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आँचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ

This is one of those songs that reminds me of my golden days of childhood at my small village Maheshpur. Where the evening used to start with a dim lantern light.. then slowly a dark night would gulp down even that light and whole area would be just emerging out in one sound that of titahri..... 

आंचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ जुल्फों में सितारें भर लेना
ऐसे ही कभी जब शाम ढले तब याद हमें भी कर लेना

आया था यहाँ बेगाना सा चल दूंगा कहीं दीवाना सा
दीवाने के खातिर न अपने सर पे इल्जाम लेना
आंचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ जुल्फों में सितारें भर लेना

रास्ता जो मिले अंजान कोई
आ जाए अगर तूफान कोई
अपने को अकेला जान के तुम न आँखों में आंसू भर लेना
आंचल में सजा लेना कलियाँ जुल्फों में सितारें भर लेना

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Osama & Obama

The two brothers - Osama and Obama were very lovely to their fater since childhood. 

They had only one difference and that of color black and white. But their father made it  to the point by naming osama as o sama(shyama in hindi means black) that they had no difference. Because of virtues of Osama that of his black nature, evil character he was called so.

One day Obama and Osama came to India when aged 5, to take bath in Saryu river at the time of Kumbh mela and like any other hind movie, they were separated one went to usa and other to head taliban(as it was written in their destiny).

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नव प्रभात की ओर

दिन भर की थकन के बाद शाम को सूरज भी अलसाया है...

सोने दे उसे अब अम्बर ये जग भी थोड़ा थक आया है

सुबह होगी कल नव तेज में नव उमंग में नव प्रभा में

नाचेंगे विहाग्वृन्द फ़िर नव स्फूर्त में, करके फिर जागरण विश्व का नव दिन में ...

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